God's child

2008-09-20T07:30:00.000-07:00

I've shifted.
www.thetrappingsoflove.blogspot.com

2008-01-02T05:47:00.000-08:00

Finally, holidays are over and school started today.
Hadn't been blogging much because i was so busy during the holidays.
Christmas, countdown party etc.
So much things happened and thanks for the company (: Love you :D

&bestfriend!
cheer up kkk, hahaha (:
Don't be so upset alrightt.
Love you :D

First day of school, attire check; suck.

Alright byebye, shall blog another day :DDD

2007-12-05T08:17:00.000-08:00

hello, here's a short and simple post.
I love my new phone(!!!!!!!!!!!)

Sony ecrission k770i (:

damn nice righttttt, thanks to my mum (:

and tiffany's coming backkkkk, yayee.

Byebye, (:

2007-11-28T22:53:00.000-08:00

Helllooooooooo, (:
i know i hadn't been blogging for ages. hahahaha.
was really busy these few weeks though.

Birthday passed which was on 21ST NOVEMBER, was sick on birthday though :/
Hahah but cg came to visit me (:
Thanks for visiting me, cg!
It was such great joy to see them though haha.
Paint nails in my room -.-
but had great fun haha.

Went out on thurs, had really great fun.
Thanks for the gifts, i love you (:
Appreciate what you have planned for my birthday,
it was really sweet of you. I was really happyyyy :D

Birthday was a different one this year.
Thanks for all the giftssss and well wishing! appreciated it alotttttt.

Third month is coming, and i can't wait.
Although there were many miscommunications and quarrels for the past few days,
i just want to say i'm really sorry for all that i've done. you mean so much to me,
and i love youuuuuuuuuu.

And, i miss tiffany ): take care babe :D
hurry come back la. gahhh haha.

alrightttt, i'm signing off now.
byebyeeeeeeee

2007-11-10T08:49:00.000-08:00

I know i shouldn't have done all that, but everyone deserves a chance.
No one is perfect, but i'll try my best to be perfect.
Sorry for all the hurtings but i really really really miss talking to you.
Really hope we can clear all this things, and we are still besties.
Sorry for everytg. And i'm tellg you that i'll do anytg for you.
You mean so much to me, and i really really miss all the times we had.
Sorry that i've hurt you, but you really mean a lot to me.

Holidays has been boring, fun and alot of catchg up.
Did most of my homework surprisingly.

alright byebye, gg off now.
Just a short post to keep this blog gg (:

2007-10-22T01:38:00.000-07:00

I'm really sorry for making you feel this way, for making you feel like a fool,
for making you wait for me. I think i have shown no appreciation to what you've done for me, and just want to say i'm rly sorry and i'll be a better someone than before.

I'm sorry its all that i can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that i done
If i could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

Guilt is filled in me, and i promise i'll be a better someone
and i treasure you so much. I love you(:

School was greatttttt, but boring. hahaha no leasons and everyone was slackg.
Watched i not stupid two in chinese class, and step up in english class(:
hhahaha skinny(in step up) is damn cool, HAHAHAHA.

okay byebye(:

2007-10-17T04:54:00.001-07:00

Don't just tell me to relax when everyone tells me about it.
I tried not believing them, but then again, somehow i'll doubt you when you doubt me too.
Sometimes is not about the people who mention things to me, is how you actually reacted to the situation and explaining things to me. I'm not asking for more, but at least show me that i'm actually am secured in your hands and that i can trust you.

School is ending so soon, and my exam results are atrocious. Grace, is time to wake up.

Get up and you gotta get ready for me,

2007-10-14T07:51:00.000-07:00

Flashes of our memories just keep coming back,

exams's over, play time.

Sometimes you shld think abt your choice of words, and how you talk to me.
Cause it hurts me so badly to see you doing this to me.
I just want so much to scream and shout,

2007-10-09T03:14:00.000-07:00

Suppp, today's chinese was sucky.

I don't understand a single thing abt th three passages.

Butttt, chemistry was alrighttt :D

Four more papers to go - Math paper 1, F&n, physicsssss, chinese listening.

And OMGGGG yk found my bibleeeeeeee at dn't knw where and passed it to reynard.

My long lost bible which i was damn sad over with because i lost it for dn't knw how long.

But i prayed for it to return, and it was returned to me :D omgggggg, i'm so happy.

&Sf, our secrets! hahaha

HAHAHA we look damn ugly in this picture, at least i do.

HAHAHA omg so funny. this is the only acceptable picture we took.

I DON'T CARE, MUST TAKE MORE PICTURES KKKK.

hahahah i love you sf! rmbbbb, our secrets(:

alrighttttt gtggggg, (:

2007-10-07T01:22:00.000-07:00

You told me to look for you, but you weren't there.

Tuition's starting soonnnnn. And math exam tmrrrrrr,OMG. Gahhh.

I hate math ):

&Lizhennnn,catch up someday!

Lizhennnn,hello! Hahaha you are a rly rly nice friend.

Thanks for being there for me and talkg to me, and laughg with me.

And i think all the pictures we took damn nice. Hahaha

I love all the talks we had, the heart to heart talks are much treasured.

And we shall catch up real soon okay! I love you :D

&Sb, i love you :D

Sup sbbbb, HAHAHA. How's your concert coming along?

LOLLL, yoou gwen stefani wannabe. HAHAHAHA.

Hahahah after exam kkkkkk, i just realized we hadn't take much pictures! ):

NVMMMM, we shall hangout soon :D i love you!

okay byebye haha gotta go (:

Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight.

2007-10-05T03:43:00.000-07:00

&bestfriend cheer up!

Hahaha i rmbed when you said we look DAMN nice in this picture

HAHA, anw cheer up manzzzz. I'm here for you okay! So don't worry so much.

You have to cheer up kkkkk, like me! cheer up! hahah i love you :D

and after exams kkkkkkkk hahaha. And cam-whoreeeee :D

&maple, is time to do some catching uppppppp,

MAPLYYY, i miss you like shit. I miss your hugs like don't know what.

AND RMB OUT SECRETTTT! HAHAHA! All the best to your o levels.
And we shall do some catching up after that. More pictures okay!Love you dang thing.

&Sup sister,

Hahahahaahahahaahahaha hello :D

you are the best sister of all ( you know how sweet i am now)

HAHAHAHA i love you :D

okay shall continue tmr, hahaha byebye

2007-10-05T03:12:00.000-07:00

Supppp,i've finished four subjects of exams, HAHAHAHA.
I still have many many more to go.GAHHH,math next week OMG.
Math suckssssss,i can't do math for goodness sake. But gotta studyyyyyyyyyy,

School's has been hetic and i'm so tiredddd and exhaustedddddd.
Well,most of the papers are pretty alright.
All the best to all for your exams :D

One month was great. You are someone whom i treasure a lot.
And without you, i don't know what i've bec0me.
Thanks for everything and being with you is such a blessing.
With you, there is much security and protection.
The words you said keep me through the day and just wanna say i love you so, <3
Thanks for being with me and i appreciate you a lot :D

okay gotta go studyyy and restttttt. Bye manzzzzzz,

2007-09-29T02:17:00.000-07:00

I was browsing through my files (HHAHA),

and i found this. HAHAHA.
Grace, Russel, Tiffany, Swenn and Mervyn HAHAHA.
Crazy pictures we took (:

Naval Base, (Haahaha)

I missed my clique hell lot,
after exam kkkkkkkkkkkk(:

alright, gn studyyyyyyy(:

2007-09-28T00:34:00.000-07:00

You're in this race, and you just want so much to get to the finishing line but there's just obstacles and huddles which refrain you from the finishing line because you keep on falling. But you tried your best, and you want the finishing line so much. What do you do?

Study and study and study and study and study.

Happy birthday sinyee!
You're a really nice shepherd. Thanks for always not giving up on me, and always encouraging me. Sorry for giving you so much problems and troubles but you never fail to give up on me, and always spuring me on and telling me that you're there. Thanks so much for always being there for me, and i just wn say i appreciate you a lot. No words can express how much i love you. Thanks for always tolerating me and you're someone whom i really treasure and cherish a lot. Thanks so much shepherd.

Been thinking a lot lately.
Friends to family to studies to relationships........
I miss all my friends which i used to talk a lot with last time.
How i wished i can turn back time....

Problems have been piling up and i'm feeling so stressful.
God has been faithful to me :D
he granted me peace and wisdom which i need so much.

Alright, time to go study. ByeBye.

2007-09-13T01:58:00.000-07:00

Sum 41- Best of me

Its so hard to say that im sorry, I'll make everything alright
All these things that i've done now what have I become
And where did i go wrong
I dont mean to hurt, just to put you first
I wont tell you lies (Im sorry)
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart
Im just trying to say

Im sorry it's all that i can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I know that i cant take back all of the mistakes
But i will try
Although it's not easy I know you believe me
Don't believe thier lies told through jealous eyes they don't understand
I won't break your heart, I won't bring you down
But I will have to say

Im sorry its all that i can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that i done
If i could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

i liked the song
because i wanna say i'm sorry to you.
and i wish i could turn back time.

2007-09-09T03:16:00.000-07:00

♡My feelings was so loud that i couldn't hear myself

School holidays was boring and short.
Studying, church and homework.
I did most of my hmwk :D
And school just started today.
Catching up with friends was goodddddd.
Joy and laughter :D

Holidays still keep my time packed!
Monday,

stayed at home and study.

Tuesday,
Social studies remedial, went vivo after that with friends.
I was happy today :D <3

Wednesday,
went friend's house and study with friendsss.

Thursday,
went to jurong library and study with friend.
Met up with aunt and sister after that for dinner.

Friday,
went to friend's house and study, and stayed till 9 plus.

Saturday,
went to church and study after that.
Mervyn came alonggg HAHAHAH.
As usual, he kept me laughing HAHAHA.

Sunday,
stay at home and study

and omgggg, my aunt bought imacccccc.
and yay, i can use it. HAHA.
okay i'm happy and i'm going offff, bye love.

This is the start of something new.
And with you, there is much joy and laughter.
Though sometimes the quarrels may be a little upsetting at times,
i'll still love you.
The times are so stuck in my head, the study times, the movie times....
It just feel so right to be here with you.
I told you i'll be here for you, through it all, you have me here♡

2007-08-30T03:36:00.001-07:00

You're the best thing that happened in my life.
I swear i wouldn't leave you.

i got make my report book results. hahahaha.
thank God i passed everything. thought i'll fail math :/
like omgggg, i passed everythinggggggggg. Hahahah (:

tmr teacher's day and i'm not gonna pon school. Hahaha(:

i realized i'm not emo anymore, hahahah. :DD
Okay byebye(:

2007-08-29T02:20:00.000-07:00

Tiffany's blog (:
http://www.xanga.com/yourhistoryismine36
Hello, kindly visit my friend's blog.
thank youuuuuuuuu,

2007-08-29T02:03:00.000-07:00

I swear i'm sad again.
Why are you doing it again and again?
I'm tired of all this, stop all this hearbreaks. really.
Thanks for saying you'll wait for me,
but in the end you went with your friends.

I'm sad but you don't know.

2007-08-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

I'm sad sad sad sad sad sad,
emo emo emo emo emo emo.

My uncle drove me back home
Was really damn damn emo in the car.
Listening to my ipod, and all that emo songs.

I just wanna see you for a while.
Cause i miss you so,
But you were oh so busy.
SIGHHHH.

2007-08-23T03:45:00.000-07:00

I love the way you talk to me.
I love the way you smile at me.
I love the way when you said you miss me.
I love the way you do everything.

just finished my tuition.
STRESS, TIRED, LETHARGIC, I'M SICK OF STUDYING.
EXAMS(!!!!!!!!)
study, study, study.

2007-08-22T04:00:00.000-07:00

♡Can't you just understand what i'm trying to say? All this time i've been thinking of you. I just want us to be more than just friends. Yes, i'm getting impatient cause i want you so much.

school was great, bye.

♡the sweetest smile i've ever seen<3

2007-08-21T02:13:00.000-07:00

I woke up in the morning

waiting to hear from you

a sms or a phone call is always preferred.

Saw you from a distance,

and my heart couldn't stop but beat really fast

How i wish i could drop by and say hi

You looked at me with a friendly smile,

and walked away.

I couldn't help but smiled back at you

and how i wish you could say you love me too.

The smses you sent, it brightens up my day.

And now i'm saying i love you and i need you♡

2007-08-20T02:12:00.000-07:00

♡When i said i miss you, i meant it because i wouldn't lie to the guy i love.

School was great today. Fun, laughter and joy(:
Got back many tests, deproved my physics. :/
But still pass though, and i passed my chemistryy :D
After school, went staff room. Find mrs chng(hahah), free pizza.
Did my geog re-test as well, and went home.

Hey bestfriend.
Though things may not be going well for you, i hope you'll stay strong.
Because you know that i'll always be here for you, despite the circumstances.
Still, really wanna encourage you. Though things are falling apart, i'll be here.
Love you!

2007-08-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the pampering, heartbreaks, and you.

Hellloooooo, just came back from buying groceries.

I know is not me(haha), but i need to buy for my food and nutrition practical exam.

Bought over hundred plus, siao please. So much lah.

Ytd had svc, reached home pretty late.

Slept at three plusssss, couldn't sleep. Was emo-ish again ytd night.

Many things happened. I meant, you would't like it if i said that to you as well. Ohwells.

Sometimes things just don't turn out what I wanted. But i think i have fallen in love with you.

2007-08-17T00:58:00.000-07:00

School was great, nothing much happened.
Just that the bitches in my class really suck.

Anw, i think i have a really weird friend.
She's like so weird. I meant, we're friends and really hope you'll
open up to me. I don't mind your flaws at all.

Oh wellsssss, tmr's weekend. Thank God.
Rest and study!(:

Oh, and i've changed my url. Do relink! (: Thanks a lot.

2007-08-04T21:00:00.001-07:00

HELLOOOO, okay. I'm happy for once.

Friday, went out with aunt(:
Facial, hahaha, 45 bucksssss.
Then, had a haircut, 20 bucksss.
I think is super ex lahzxzxx. T.T

Then, walked around. Bought this mango top, 14 bucks.
Hahaha, i think super cheap. :/
okay, then dine at Breeks(:
And uncle fetched us home.

Saturday, didn't go service.
Because i went for Festival Of Praiseeeeee with mervyn, russel, tiffany, and jerrel.
Saw leon, fenghui and their group.
Hahah, actually we cut queue. :/
Well, it was super stuffy. can die lah.
I almost faint can.
It was super cramp, all of them were in front.
And i was at the back.
Hahaha, mervyn's such a NICE friend.
Although, quite irritating at times.(HAHA)
but he waited for me lah.
thanks smurfyy(:
Went in, actually we were supposed to be at the floor seat.
But mervyn's cellgroup had two seats.
So all of us were seperated.
I sat with this hongkonger.
But he left after p&w, so tiffany came to sit with me.
HAHAHAH, we laughed like siao lah. :/
Got this guy, damn funnyyyyyy.
Hahahahahaha, shan't say it lah. :D

Fop was very greattttttttt.
I can sensed God's presence.
And the delirious guy super hot, martin(:

Pictures will be up tmr.
Okay, ByeBye.

I'm starting to miss all those memories again, and again....

2007-08-02T23:26:00.001-07:00

I didn't go school todayyyyyy. Woke up pretty late though.

Going out laterrr, with aunttt(:
Supposed to go out with clique and people, but oh wellssssss.

People all have different good points and bad points.
But i hate people who are super bias.
I mean, i just feel that she treat her other people more better than me.
I'm not jealous or anything, but i think she should reflect on what she's doing.
How much do you actually talked/encouraged me?

Okay, ByeBye.

2007-08-02T00:59:00.000-07:00

Thank God, geog re-test next week instead.
Tmr, founder's day. Should i go? :/

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay.

2007-08-01T04:44:00.000-07:00

I think i'm emotionally unstable again.
I'm feeling emo-ish again and again.
I can tell myself, i'm trying my best to forget everything.
But it seems like, it needs more time than what i thought.

At least, i got my friends.

Okay, enough of this.
Bye.

2007-07-23T02:40:00.000-07:00

American guys are coming tmr, to school! :D
for chapel HAHHA, i'm so excitedddddd
They are all tiffany's friendssss.
Yayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Many people said i don't look sad when i told them i am.
I appear to be happy at times, laughing aloud and being so cheerful,
but somehow, they don't understand me. Emo again, and again.
Thanks for cheering me up, KONGANN, MERVYN, MIKI AND TIFFANY. :D

Currently listening to:
"Love Me For Me" by Ashlee Tisdale

[Verse 1:]
I'm not the girl that you see in the magazine
Perfect face and perfect body
Never be anyone but the one I am, what I am
I can't bend to your expectations
Look to fulfill any fantasy
If what I am is what you need

[Chorus:]
Love me for me
And not for someone I would never be
Cause what you get is what you see
And I can't be anymore than what I am
Love me for me
Or don't love me

[Verse 2:]
Don't think you're gonna change what's inside of me
Make me who you want me to be
Won't be someone I'm not
Somebody else, someone else
Love me with all my imperfections
Not for an image of your design
Love me for what you see inside

[Chorus:]
Love me for me (love me baby)
And not for someone I would never be
Cause what you get is what you see
And I can't be anymore than what I am (no, no)
Love me for me (yeah, yeah)
And not for someone you wish that I could be
Cause what you get is what you see (What you see)
And I can't be anymore than what I am (no)
Love me for meOr don't love me

[Bridge:]
I'd never do anything to change you (to change you)
Or make you be anything than who you are (who you are)
All that I am is all that I can be
I love you for you
So love me for me
Love me for me(Yeah, Yeah)
Or don't love me...
[Chorus:]
Love me for me
And not for someone I would never be
Cause what you get is what you see
And I can't be anymore than what I am (no)
Love me for me (love me)
And not for someone you wish that I could be
Cause what you get is what you see (Is what you see)
So love me for me
Or don't love me
Love me for me
Or don't love me

2007-07-17T01:48:00.000-07:00

School was great, very great in fact.
Chapel was real good, with all that atmosphere and those really good singers.
The electric guitar person was damn good. T.T Not forgetting, drums!:D

Physics was alright. Did some groupwork.
Some people are just so not happy with my group. Rawr.

Chemistry teacher didn't come.
Mr Liew came to take over.
Is emo-ing a sin? :/
Emo during chemistry.
Classmates and friends are still the best thing.
They never fails to cheer me upppp.
Tiffany, Miki, Veron, Hannah, Renia, Yilin, Mervyn, Russel, Jerrel, Jason, Isabella, Jacq, Latonia, Thanks so so much, babessss and dudessss, :D
Sorry if i leave out your names. HAHA

F&N after that.
Mrs tan is back, :D
I miss her like hell lot.
As usual, cooking. HAHAH. :D

went home straight after school.
tests tmr, gonna go studyyyy.
Byebye.

&i finally thought it through i guess/

2007-07-17T01:35:00.000-07:00

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging from a string
Why you make me cry?
I tried to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you

It's true I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

2007-07-15T03:50:00.000-07:00

You said, "Don't ever feel alone or ignored or forgotten ok?
cause you know i'm always here with you!(:

But, what happened now?
can you feel my heartbeat?

I'm waiting
For the perfect time to call you back
Cos' I remember saying
Don't wanna know the truth
Can't handle that

And I try to
Just forget you
But don't know how
If only I knew

It's written all over your face
Such a painful thing to waste
Tell me now where do we go?
Now the future's not so clear
I can't believe we've ended here
Where's the world that doesn't care?
Maybe I could meet you there

Yeah
I'm sorry
If I slagged you down, I meant no harm
When I heard the stories
Said things I didn't mean
Should have stayed calm

But sadly
You got angry
And it breaks my heart
You're so mad at me

2007-07-14T07:27:00.000-07:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok

I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
and the clothes you left they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

We were made for each other (?????)
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah yeah all I ever wanted was for you
To know everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

2007-07-12T02:48:00.001-07:00

mood: friggin saddddddddddd

thanks gabriel, tiffany, mikhail and swenn for cheering me up! :D
love ya guyssssssss. :D

i really don't know what's up with you,
say you love me like you did the last time.

the pieces of my heart are missing you terribly/

2007-07-09T02:09:00.001-07:00

School was a hassle.
Didn't wear gb uniform on Friday, wore today and showed Miss ong.
like super embarrassing. rawr.

dammit, why do i hate her so so much? :/

people just seemed to be a irresponsible person.
i can't stand itttttttt.

okay, i'm going offfff. Byeeeee. :D

2007-07-09T01:56:00.000-07:00

Hopefairfielddddddddd :D

jingwennnnn, prissssss and graceeee.

graceeeee and mapleeeeeeee.

tiffany and graceeeeee :D

grace and prissss :D

i love louisaaaaaaa.

2007-07-05T01:54:00.000-07:00

hey yo. school just started, and everything seemed so rush.
rawrrr, i've got some pictures which will be updated soon : D
went ikea sometime with miki and tiffany to get project stuffs.
we walk, talk and laughed. :D

floorball last monday.
muscle cramps and aches everywhere.
but very funnnnnnnn :D

okay, byebye.

i don't see why/

2007-06-27T01:23:00.000-07:00

Emo is no good.

2007-06-19T08:09:00.000-07:00

i can't stand all this nonsensical people who have freaking big mouths,
who can't stop their stupid and "hot" topics and gossips.
these people have nothing better to do and they are just simply too bored.

God, please do something about it.

michelle says is five minutes anger.
and probably it is.

forgive and forgetttttttttt.

2007-06-19T05:15:00.000-07:00

spring cleaning today. HAHAH.
arrival of new beds :D

much laughter and joy throughout the whole time.
hahah, my grandma is super funny.
:/ she broke my musical box. HAHAH.
rah, super sad la. my birthday present. T.T

yayee, tmr i'm going out with clique :D
after all those rotting at home. rawr.
okay, byebye. : D

you said i miss you, i replied saying i miss you too.

2007-06-18T02:54:00.001-07:00

roar, i'm so bored.

mood: boredddddz and saddddzxz.
If it takes a million times, i'll do it.

hahah, talking to swenn now. she super funny. :/

and i'm so missing you/

2007-06-16T22:12:00.000-07:00

hello! :D is been a long time since i last bloggedddd.
haha, just came back from church camp;first frontier!
camp was great. slept with michelle, yingying, swenn and pris. HAHA.
super funny, we laughed at almost everything we see.
there's rubbish dump guy collector, and rugby guy. haha.
they are damn funny people.

well, there were a bit of restructuring though.
although the changes were shocking, i'll still have to adapt to the changesssssssss!

the games were alright, but i preferred the last few camp's games instead. ahaha.
sy shared testimony, and i was encouraged by her : D haha.
worship was a resounding one, high atmosphere :D
praise was nevertheless, crazy!
overall, camp was fun and more fun! haha.

okay, guess i should be goingggggggg. : D

2007-06-01T02:05:00.000-07:00

i thought to myself, "why do i only go to God when i needed Him?"
"And why do i not go to God everytime?"
God however still answers my prayers, this shows that God's love is faithful.
I feel really guilty and repentful.
somehow, i stopped and thought, since i accepted Him, i should give him my all.
sometimes, people tend to get overboard and over their limit, thus go wild
and forget all about God! i'm sometimes like this, and i just wanna ask for forgiveness.

swenn's mum is alright alr!(: like i said, prayer changes everything! yay!

okay, i gotta goooooooo! seeyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,

2007-05-27T02:52:00.001-07:00

today was super boring, stayed at home.

thursday
had parent's meeting. 8th position in class(for the first time!) :l
mrs lim said i laughed too loud in class. -.-
and she said i improved my sciences. (:
after meet the parent's, met tiffany, jerrell mervyn, ridge.
we went to ridge's place, ordered pizze and headed to marina.
celebrated mervyn's birthday.(pictures will be updated soon)
went home after that.

friday
went for naval base(hahah). tiffany and me was so alone.
anyway, naval base was fun and funny. hahah, sat on some ship.
as the ship was going left and right, everyone was beginning to lose their balance.
therefore, me and tiffany started laughing. :l HAHAHAHA, someone then fell down.
and it was super funny, but come to think of it, i was super bad laughing at her.
sorry, girl.
after naval base, went to calvin's and desmond's birthday party at calvin's house.
it was fun, knew some new girl called angela whose calvin's friend i guess.
went home around 9 plus.

saturday
went for service. i didn't know service started at 245 because no one told me.
so i was late for service and missed praise!! ):
oh wells, service was fun and nice. after service, headed for meridian.
yami yogurt :D and went to pcbunk with chermaine, jingwen and lizhen.
laughed and talked and play cards.
went home around 11 plus as my uncle was picking me up.
reached home around 12 plus and i found out something really scary.
i was freaked out and i couldn't sleepppppppppp.
pray for me.

prayers heals everything.
dear God, i pray by faith Lord, that you'll just heal swenn's mother.
That you'll just take all the sufferings within her and heal her Lord.
because i trust in You.
In Jesus name i pray, amen.

dear God, i just want to pray for evangelyn Lord, then you'll just soften
her sf's heart, then he'll just allow her to come for church, cg and shepherdings.
i just pray Lord that he'll be touched by her eagerness to come for services and etc.
i just pray this by faith Lord.
In Jesus name i pray, amen.

BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUTS!!
smurfy(mervyn),
Happy birthday! (: thanks for being my listening ear when i needed one.
continue to grow in the Lord and to serve Him wholeheartedly!
Hope to see you growing well, and very well!(:

ivy the keesiao,
Happy birthday ivy!:D known you better this year.
you're a wonderful friend, and continue to grow in the Lord
and i'll see you soon!(:

desmond the encourager,
Happy birthday desmond! you're someone who encourages me
every now and then. and i really appreciate you. i've seen how you've grown,
how you lead those under you and it really spur me on to serve God to a greater height!
thanks for everything! (:

calvin the ting,
Happy birthday calvin! we used to be hi-bye friends when i was in sec one and two.
hahaha, is great to see you serving God in this church tgt with all of us!
continue to grow in the Lord and be a shpd soon!(:

okay, i've typed enough.
(: bye and tc.

2007-05-21T02:08:00.001-07:00

hello. okay, i haven't been blogging.
was busy with career attachment.
anyway, i'm going for church camp! (:

word of advice:
prayers changes everything.
i mean it.

okay, is elearning and i gotta go do my work.
bye :D

2007-05-06T00:02:00.000-07:00

hey there!(:
exams are pretty much over, just that i left my food and nutrition which is tmr.

hadn't been going church due to aunt's objection.
well, i feel really weird not going to church.
just wanna thank a few people who's been encouraging me all the way!
fungmin, angela, daniel, sinyee, joanne ang, celeste, yk, des. : D
somehow, church people are always the encouragers!(:
ahahaha, and i'm going to church next week! yay.

2007-05-03T02:25:00.000-07:00

lesson learnt: accountability no matter what.

hey, it may be hurting, but i really wanna tell you what happened and what's on my mind.
hope you understand and sorry.

i actually thought physics and chemistry were much easy papers!
social studies was a screwed up one, but still think i'll passsss! confidence what.
hahaha, chinese today was nevertheless, "i don't know how to do". (as usual)
i've not enough time as well! oh wells. did my best, and God will do the rest!
geography, okay la. screwed up as well i guess. studied so much, but still like that.
argh. guess is all up to God. (:

okay, byebye. math is tmr. weakest subject!
gotta study(:

2007-04-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

screw her backside la. she such a quarrelsome girl la.
she's the one who's giving me attitude, and backstab me, like i don't anything.
here i am, trying to explain things, but she doesn't seem to care.
telling everyone about it, how big mouth, like everyone's with her.
how irritatinggggg!

God, give me the strength to forgive and forget.
and i'll not be angry.
amennn!(:

2007-04-17T02:27:00.000-07:00

mood: pissed offfffffffffffff.

sorry for the delayed update.
chinese and english test today.
test was alright.

exams are round the corner, and i can't say that i'm actually prepared for it.
oh wells, praying hard though.

just a short posttttt. bye.

yet you're doing all these to me. do you know how i actually felt? forget itttttttttt.

2007-04-07T03:38:00.000-07:00

hello, sorry i hadn't been blogging because i've been busy with tests
and many things.
hahahaha, i just got back from church.
and my tuition is starting soonnn.

anyway, some hot(i mean it) korean guys came for our youth service.
they are tiffany's mum friends. hahahaah, took pictures with them.
had fun. easter service was kinda different for me this year.
ahahahah, i'm once again reminded of His love for me. :D:D

well, just a short post to liven up my blog. :D
seeyouuuuu.

2007-03-15T05:08:00.000-07:00

thanks FEEB!, REN TING!, JINGWEN for cheering me up yesterday!
love you guysss. hahahahaha.

getting cheered up by your people is such a blessing an joy, seriously.
i was really happy and overjoyed la. hahaha. thanks alot.

shoutouts!
feebbb!
i love love love you. my crazy girl, and humorous girl! hahaha.

ren tingggg!
i love love love youuuu! shepherding soon! you loudy girl. HAHAHA.

jing wen!
i love love love you! thanks for cheering me up! hahaha.

okay, i just decided to shoutout to them. hahaah.
okay, byebye.

if you didn't realize how much you actually hurt me, i'm telling you now.

2007-03-15T02:41:00.000-07:00

those words are that hurting, if you didn't know.

HELLOOOO. yesterday was a long and fun fun fun day.
went tiffany's house for project.
russel, mervyn, ridge, ian chong, jerrel, miki, veronica, and me went.
watched some movie while doing. hahaha, super funny.
left around 5-6 plus and went to church for metamorphosis!
metamorphosis was nevertheless fun. prayed thoroughly for people and own spiritual lives.
after metamorphosis, slack a while and went home with desmond,jun ming, shervin, hy, ren ting and phoebe.
laughed all the way. hahahaha. reached home at 1030:D

i'm excited for cg tmr. hahaha.okay, byebye.

2007-03-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

hellooo. i hadn't been blogging for agessss, i'm so sorry.
well, i wasn't in the mood of blogging, i was kinda lazy as well.
now that hols are in town, i shall be faithful with my blog!
hahahaha.

okay, shall start with my results!
well, thank god that i'm improving, though i did not pass.
school was pretty hectic as well.

zachary!
do take care of yourself when you're at that( i don't know what's the place) place!
go inspire others with your stories and bless the others!
seeyou soon.

service yesterday was actually a refreshed one.
attendance wasn't quite satisfying.......
many did not turn up, the reasons was not really convincing.
oh wells.
i just started crying during alter call. don't ask why.
practically, service was great.
okay, i gotta goooo!
byebye:D:D

stop lying to me, cause yknow i'll find out the truth at the end of the day.
tell me, which is more important, God or play? if you really love God,
serve him wholeheartedly.

2007-02-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

hello.
okay, continue my affirmations/encouragements. :D:D

tiffany!
hello, you silly girl. haha, you've been a great support to me.
continue growing! loveddd.

ren ting!
hello, hahaha. i've seen how you grown so much, how you cried for your friends.
and i'm really inspired. i love you alot, and we shall hangout someday okay! loveddd

phoebe!
hello, you crazy girl! hahah, okay. you are a funny girl. haha, continue to grow and
i love you alot!

yingying!
hello, you siao siao. haha, have seen how you grown and really wanna grow and be a shepherd.
i believe you can, and i love you alot!(:

evangelyn!
hello! :D:D you're a really great sheep and i love you alot.
thanks for being my pillar of support! loveyou.

hello ________ ,
stop making me dislike you cause i don't want to.
and i really wanna love you cause you are my friend.
really hope you'll stop whatever you're doing now cause i don't
wanna force myself to lose you as my friend. keeping you in prayers.
God looks at your heart, bear that in mind.

i wanna talk to you okay.

okay, byebye. :D

2007-02-19T06:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO! last week was not a really great week after all.
things and problems just start crashing onto me.
there seems to be a problem in every aspect of my life. :o

thanks zachary and sinyee!<3

service was funnn, seriously fun la.
although,there were much disappointment in the attendance,
we were all totally refreshed after service.
the praise and worship songs are ringing in my head! ah.
yet through the storm, i will still praise You.

God was speaking to me and telling me to cast all my anxiety on Him.
i almost cried during svc. God never fails me. and i'm so grateful. ;D

CHINESE NEW YEAR!
collect ang baos! ;D
i'm really thankful to God for my relatives.
like my uncle. he practically gave me 50 bucksss.
like omgosh. i'm so happyyyyy ;D

MICHELLE!
hello, don't give up on anything cause yknow God and me will be there for you!
keeping you in prayers. love yaaaaaaaaa. :D

SINYEE AND ZACH!
hello, thanks for everything. you guys are really great leaders.
thanks so much for everything. 50! for God!

okay, just a short affirmation/encouragement. :D:D:D
byebye. HAPPYCNY!

2007-02-11T01:31:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

test test tests, go away! i'm getting real stressed up with three tests in a day!
thank God, i passed my chinese. 35/50. i was shocked, teacher praised me!
like omgosh. i feel so blessed. :D:D:D

saturday was great. my uncle, aunt, and her nephew came.
they didn't accept Christ into their lives. but, i know they are touched. :D:D
Qianjin sang this song on the stage and it once reminded of my sins paid by my awesome Father!

Third day- love song

I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done.
I've never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of calvary

Chorus:
Just to be with you, I'd do anything
There's no price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'd give everything
I would give my life away.

I've heard it said that a man would swim the ocean
Just to be with the one he loves
But all of those dreams are an empty emotion
It can never be done
I've never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea

Repeat chorus

(Bridge) I know that you don't understand
the fullness of My love
How I died upon the cross for your sins
And I know that you don't realize
how much that I gave you
But I promise, I would do it all again.
Just to be with you, I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay
Just to be with you, I gave everything
Yes, I gave my life away.

this song was actually in my handphone all the while.
but i don't know why i never ever hear it from my phone.
wow, i look through my phone in the morning.
and realize is inside. i'm so amazed. hahaha.
i remembered, is michelle who sent it to me last time.
hahaha. thanks michelle!;D;D

i always thought sundays were pretty boring with all the hmwk.
but however, today was a great day.
hahaha. went jurong point at 3 plus-4 plus.
to buy my new year shoes&clothes. hahaha.
man, i love my shoes la. is some polka dots.
and that's was the shoes i wanted like last time. but it closed down.
:l LOL. okay, went online. talked to tiffanyyzxzx and hannahhzxzx.
super funny girls. hahaha.

that's about it. :D:D byebye.

2007-02-06T03:12:00.000-08:00

hello. school was pretty stress and fun. chapel today was great.
i was once again moved by God's unconditional love.
the pastor was really funny and fun! hahahaha.

i'm quite sad, stress and everything.
oh wells...

saturday was great. service was super nice and fun, seriously!
hahah, and there were a few converts. :D congrats people!

this song hit me real hard!
So You Would Come

Before the world began, you were on his mind
And every tear you've cried is precious in his eyes
Because of His great love, He gave His only Son
And everything was done so you would come

Nothing you can do can make Him love you more
And nothing that you've doneCan make Him close the door
Because of His great love, He gave His only Son
And everything was done so you would come

Come to the Father though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives He will take them all
The power of the Word, the power of His Love
And everything was done so you would come

50 by end juneee! :D 19 more!
byebye.

2007-01-31T02:35:00.000-08:00

HELLO. school is stressful. ministry is stressful.
didn't have the time to blog cause i'm busy.

had cg today. games were extremely fun!
thanks tiffany&michelle!
worship and teaching was screwed up by me....
i was really sad and depressed.
but oh wells. i did my best, i guess.....

had many tests this week. and i needa study like mad.
LORD, I NEED YOUR STRENGTH AND WISDOM.

stop saying vuglarities, because it will do you no good.
you're just sinning. you are someone whom i loved.
and therefore, i hope you can turn away from it. :D
hope things will be alright asap.

YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

You are the love my of my life.
You are the hope that i cling to.
You are more than this world to me.

I wouldn't trade you for silver or gold.
I wouldn't trade you for riches untold.
You are, You are my everything.

I couldn't take one step without You.
I could never go on.
I couldn't live one day without You.
I don't have the strength to make it on my own.

happy or sad?

2007-01-28T06:05:00.000-08:00

hello.
saturday was great. it was the EXCITE service! anagram won!:D:D
there were four converts, and one decided to join us!
now there's 25. 25 more to go! are we are together in this?
slack at the usual place with ren ting and phoebe.
laughed&retarded together. fellowshipped.
then dropped by to cyberdome to meet up with fairfield guys.
played abit of counter-strike. super funny la. i got killed a thousand times.
HAHAHA. i killed like one time only.

after that dropped by at usual place again, saw central E people.
went arcade. and sat down.

today was not really that boring.
i studied like crazy for f&n.
well, every morning on sundays, i'll just think of what i'm gonna do later.
and it seemed like things had really change. my family use to be out on sundays,
either to imm, or town to have dinner and shop. but now, we don't seemed to
be doing it already. i wonder why.... my uncle has now stayed in another house.
and my sister is always out, everyday. man, i just miss those times.

well, definitely i know God has His plans.
please pray for my tests. thanks.

& fustrated and tolerate.

2007-01-23T02:23:00.000-08:00

tuition is ultra ultra super duper boringgggggg.
like omgosh. hes my new tutor. he's very boring.
and he seems to be kinda rude to me.
and i seriously dislike him. argh.
God, calm me down.

school was fun. :D
recess was fun with ianchong,marklin,russel,
swenn,veronica,miki,tiffany, ridge,mervyn.
chemistry was fun as well. LOL.
tiffany and me kept on laughing like crazeyys.
HAHA. chapel was great!:D praise and worship was great.

okay. byebye.

50 fairsians by end juneeee!((:

stress and more stress?

2007-01-22T00:06:00.000-08:00

hello. i'm getting really stressed up with studies and minstry.
but definitely, i'm not gonna give up! well, i'm doing things for God.
and i know i cannot give up.

and i'm glad that i'm still growing really well in terms of spiritually.

God showed me a vision about this waterfall.
and water are rushing down so fast.
God is actually telling me that we are all in this together.
and everyone have to give their best. if not nothing will happen.
and together, we'll take the land.
i confirmed with zachary about his vision.
and in fact we have similar visions! :D

thiryfour for service last week!
how many shall we hit this week? 50!
okay, okay? :D

www.xanga.com/hope_fairfield :D

evax. <3

2007-01-17T04:05:00.001-08:00

HELLO! haha. fairfield is really hardworking! yayness.
we've been evaxing for the past three days without fail,
and it seems like we are lack of cards.
and i was really happy when we went to this person,
and the person was like, oh. i know about it already!
whoa, is like. so scary. :l
well, the problem i scared is when principal finds out!
ah, then people complain about us. oh wells. haha.
but overall, we have quite a number of contacts.
i just love evax. yayness, everyone said evax is so fun. :D

i think i kinda deproved in my results.
i can't seem to understand anything.
ah, Lord. i need You.
You're my strength and my refuge.

byebye, ;D

boring

2007-01-13T21:52:00.000-08:00

hello. i'm bored. argh, i want to go ctm!!!
but i can't. i gotta do my hmwk. i'm so bored.
can someone call me, and talk to me. argh.
i'm seriously bored. and sad. cause i can't go ctm....

yesterday had a convert!!! (: i realized, God has blessed us
with many converts for past few weeks. or perhaps, every week!
we seemed to have at least an convert every week. Praise God!(:

i'm listening to beautiful saviour. :D
"how wonderful, how beautiful, Jesus Your Name, Name above every name, JESUS."
"i will sing forever, Jesus i love You, Jesus i love love You."

well, fellowshipped with a couple of friends. (:
and i kinda missed church now!! ah, how i wish is hols now. >:o

I WANT TO GO TO CTM! I WANT TO GO SERVICE TWO TIMES A WEEK!

you know last time i thought when you wanna go toilet in church,
must raised up hand, get permission from pastor. say i want go toilet. =.-
omgosh, how dumb is that. LOL. well, that was my own thinking when
i was a new believer. dont laugh ok! :l

more than just fun&exciting!

2007-01-11T02:13:00.000-08:00

hello! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR SHEEP!

dearest michelle, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
you are a really great and fun friend to be with in school!
and is great to see you rising up as a shepherd.
i love you alot. and lets continue to grow and serve in this
wonderful and love-filled church!(:
being loved by,
your crazy shepherd!:D

seeing your sheep rise up as a shepherd is really cool! haha.
so happy yet touching. :D
man, i'm really crazy for fifty fairsians!!! AH.
is like so cool.

today i was super super late for school. man, mr lim kinda saw me or something!
haha, F&N was fun!:D cooked many things. haha.
well, after school, went to macs and eat.
with sarah kwan, michelle, jonathan, chermaine, evan, miki, veron, charis.
haha. was fun, and i lost my nametag, badge and collar pin!
like how stupid and dumb isit! i'm sad.
cause i have feelings for my badges! argh.

haha, ok. :D i'm going offline now. <3 :D
50 fairsians, by end june!

2007-01-09T05:06:00.000-08:00

hello!(: today had caregroup.
super fun la! haha. some new people came. :D
celebrated michelle's birthday! haha.
she was so shocked and surprise! yay, successful man!
haha. the teaching was great!

win the world for Jesus!

haha. ok. just a short post! (:
michelle's birthday is only a few hours away! yay.
byebye.

saturday's my favourite!

2007-01-06T22:20:00.000-08:00

Hello. i've changed my blogskin again.
and i've realized that the time at the bottom of my post
seems to be wrong. AH. well, i dont know why either.
HAHA.

yesterday fairfield hit 24!(: is just so cool man.
haha. service was great.
after service, ate at meridian with my unit. (:
sat with ren ting, yingying, tiffany, belda, jingwen, phoebe, evan.
HAHA. we had a great laugh and is super funny la.
they are like laughing at my laughter. LOL.
we fellowshipped really well. and i hope they will come next week again!
haha. they are a bunch of retarded people. haha.
after dinner, went dota place. but no space.
so went ps, as they wanna buy something.
haha. and i'm feeling really happy because i bonded with ren ting and phoebe.
they are so so funny la. haha.

went home around 1015pm. (:

today i'm here slacking.
gonna study later. (:
haha.

anyway, we've shifted our goal to 50 fairsians by end june!
nothing less than that! hear that fairfield!?
people are roaring in, i tell you!(:

2007-01-04T00:46:00.000-08:00

hello!(: im blogging once again! haha.
anyway, school started yesterday.
school was super fun&boring. haha. theres this taiwan girl
came to fairfield. and shes like sixteen years old. but in sec two.
haha. shes a nice girl! school was fun because i get to see my friends!
school was boring because of all the BORING talks. oh wells.
haha. ok, thats a short post!(: byebye.

2006-12-31T21:57:00.000-08:00

yesterday countdowned with my uncle, and his wife,
watching channel 5. i was also doing my hmwk as well.
suddenly, sandeee called me. LOL.
she was like we want to sing you a song.
and i was like laughing like mad. HAHA. THANKS SANDEE
AND FRIENDS FOR THE SONG!(:

after the show, went to find blogskins. well,
i was extremly bored. i've got nothing to do.
slept around 2 plus. and now, im doing my hmwk.(:

well, actually was kinda pissed with someone.
that someone just wont care. and probably i should not
care as well. (: well, shan't talk about it.

2006 had been a great year. although, some things
did not wen well. but im thankful to God for
everything. ;D

2006 is when.......
i've become a cl.
i've took up more sheeps.
fairfield grew at the later part of the year.
fairfield guys start roaming in!
i've grown to be a little more patient.(:
i've open up much to central B guys.
central A&B merged!(((:
i get to know crescent girls better.
my results improved much.

i thank God for everything!

my 2007 resolutions.
-MY EVERY SHEEP TO GROW MORE SPIRITUALLY.
-hopefully, learned guitar!
-finish my bible.
-FAIRFIELD TO GROW FROM GLORY TO GLORY!
-more shepherds in fairfield.
-to grow more spiritual, to be more patient.
-results to improved.
-my aunt that will allow me to go more church activities
and and, she'll allow me to stayover at people's places.
-my family, relatives and friends to know Christ!
-to flee from temptations. :D

well, these are all my resolutions!
and i really hope to acheive it!:D

man, school is starting. and i'm not sure whether
i'm looking forward to it. argh.

thats all about it. alright, seeya soon. bye. :D

2006-12-31T02:16:00.000-08:00

yesterday had service.(: three contacts came!
one converted! called phoebe, brought by ren ting!
well done, ren ting!<3
REVIVAL IS HERE, AND NEVER GONE!(:

im here stoning at home. i've got nothing to do.
and im really bored. haizxzzx. how i wish, i could
hangout with particular people to countdown or something.
oh wells. im really bored. im not doing anything for countdown.
thats actually quite sad. my sister's out, stayover i guess.
they all got their parties. and im here at home, rotting.

alright, just a short post.
im going to do my hmwk soon. bye.

2006-12-29T03:21:00.000-08:00

ok, im super excited for tmr! :D i dont know why either.
im always looking forward to services nowadays!
im excited about tmr! are you? :D
and i've been blogging many times this week!

today, rot at home.
talk to michelle and jinqi. :D
did my english hmwk, FINALLY!
man, im addicted to mighty to save, the song. :D

anyway, had a surprise yesterday night! haha.
by my uncle and his wife. they bought me that
musical box from kalms'. :D super nice and sweet!
haha. is my birthday cum christmas present!:D
im touched and i appreciated it!
im meeting evan, ren ting, yingying tmr before service
for follow-up. im excited. and i hope they will be attentive. :l
ok, random post AGAIN!(:
byebye.

2006-12-29T00:11:00.000-08:00

guess what?! God, michelle, and me had a brillant idea! ;D
we are gonna have a cg fund. everyweek= 1 buck from everyone.
and, buy non-index bibles for new believers. and, buy those little papers
that can stick at the edges of the pages, then write the index. man, so creative!
our handmade bible! im super happy. we are very creative, indeed!
ok, just a random post! :D we are happy children of God!
yayness. alright, bye.

2006-12-28T00:00:00.000-08:00

yesterday had caregroup at east coast!(:
well, i was quite sad and disappointed cause of the attendance.
like no one came from my side, only my two contacts, kwanshyan&bahyang.

i went school first to buy my school books. and i saw peiyi.
haha. she and i were like kinda shocked actually.
catch up a bit with her and went off for cg.
was at the bus-stop waiting for my sister.
then came this not-so-young man, who sat beside me.
i was listening to my i-pod&fiddling with my phone.
and he suddenly talked to me.

this is how the conservation goes...(he was speaking in chinese)
oldman:this phone new one? nokia one?
me:no, lg.
oldman:oh. let me see.
me:wait, wait. (well, i was thinking something was fishy, he was gonna take my phone!)
(was still fiddling with it!)
oldman: what you doing? (he kept on looking at my phone)
me:wait wait. (called my sister, and tell her what happen,
the man was talking to the air) (i was super terrified.)
oldman:let me see.(hung up phone.)
me:wait wait. (i said in a furious manner)
soon the bus came. and then i met my sister in the bus.
i thought he was gonna get up the bus as well!
man, such a experience! i was like man, i kept on talking to God!
haha. after that, rush off to east coast.
well, it was one hour plus ride. and, me and my sister dont know where to alight.
so we anyhow alight. and then lost our way. :l
and is like i kept on praying. cause if i were to get lost in singapore,
then what about america? :l LOL. then we were sitting in the bus-stop.
then God sent many many passer-bys to the bus-stop!
and i just took a step of faith, and ask how to go east coast park.
and she said here and there. and we figured out our way though.
haha. and suddenly it pourdown. and actually we were reaching already!
but we were stuck under HDB flat. and i prayed again. the rain stopped!
and we walked to east coast!(: woohoo. i realized i kinda got sense of direction.
yay!(: man, i was happy that i got lost actually. is a meaningful time in which
i can spent time with my sister, and rely on God for help! (:
reached east coast, was very hungry. lunched cum dinner with sister at bk.
and st margs and my sister left. =.- like we just came for a while....
then fellowshipped with sji guys. haha. they are like retards la. :l
after that, took bus to ps. the trip to ps was super super funny. LOL.
played some stupid games with jem, wei jang, desmond, yk and sy.
reached ps, and dinner outside dhoby ghaut station.
went home after that with joel, desmond, weiming, and ian.
reached home around 10 plus. ;D

overall, it was a fruitful caregroup day!(:

2006-12-25T23:50:00.000-08:00

haha. i just woke up. i slept at 1am and woke up at 3pm. :l

saturday!
saturday was super fun man! haha. 5 converts!!!!
there were junming, yingying, evan, this fairfield guy and joseph.
all of my girls were crazy inviting their friends&relatives&family.
im really encouraged and blessed to have my cg with me.
im not in this race alone, im with everyone in my cg.
FAIRFIELD, LETS DO IT ALL FOR GOD. NOTHING LESS THAN 20.
BECAUSE WE ARE DOING IT FOR THE KINGDOM OF GOD.
WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER! 20 FAIRSIANS, HERE WE COME!

thanks to:
michelle- who has been my really great sheep![: who encourages
me when im really down and discouraged about the group
growth. and has been my pillar of support this whole time!
thanks michelle! i love you alot. and i cherished you alot![:

tiffany- who has been inviting her friends&relatives!
and has been a really great sheepmate.
and that shes running this race with me!
lets continue to workhard for God! love you alot,
and i cherished you loads![:

evan- although shes a new believer, but she is so crazy for God!
and she invited many many of her friends. and im really glad to
have her in out cg![: i love you alot, and continue to grow in the Lord.

ren ting- crazy for God! haha. and invited all her friends
on the first part of christmas service!
she is so hungry to grow. and thanks for
doing this together with me!
i love you and lets workhard and break 20![:

sunday&monday.
i went for chalet! <3
is super fun!(: although it was raining, we still had fun.
and there were much bondings!(: i get to know centralE more.
and i get to know centralC more as well. haha.
the food was great. but unfortunately, there were many
bugs around. there were ants, flies, and flying things.
but i guess is was worth it!
slept with centralC and E. haha.
played murderer&mafia&card games.
celeste and joel and me were like talking like mad.
haha. they were very nice to be with!(:
anyway, thanks Joel for that wonderful card!<3
like it very much. haha.
slept only for one hour plus. :l haha.
after chalet, we went to tampines mall to eat.
and then took mrt home. well, i didnt go home though.
i went IMM with my uncle and his wife. haha.
but i was super tired. and my eyes were like closing.
went home around 8pm. ate&bathed.

i must say that the chalet was fun! thanks to the chalet
commitee! alright, thats about it![:

2006-12-15T06:44:00.000-08:00

i was thinking about how i grew from this church
in terms of spiritually and mentally.
i must say i have grown alot more spiritual than before.
and that i've grown from a very quiet girl to someone who
talks non-stop to everyone. and that i have open up to
many many more people. like melvin, yk, jarvin and friends.
cause is like i dont care about even talking to them! oh wells.
God has certainly changed me. and im so proud to be in central!
is such a blessing to be lead by a couple of really loving and
perservering leaders!

anyway, im back from breakthrough camp!!!!
is super fun. and i love central AB! they rawk like hell. lol.
i meant like i open up to them so much more as well!
and i get to know central A so much more.
people like:
sandy- whom i didnt know shes so funny and fun. LOL.
melissa- caring girl.
winnie-someone who is really nice to talk to.
mila- cute and fun to be with.
sherlyn- talkative.
claire- very talkative and funny!
liping- nice and sweet girl.

i've learnt alot during this camp.
and i was thinking about how i hadn't been a faithful
shepherd to my sheep, in terms of shepherding them.
im responsible to them! and i have to do my part to shepherd ALL of them.

yupyup. haha. anyway, jieying is so nice to talk to!
i had become so much closer to her. shes someone who is there
to listen to my troubles. im so glad to have her as my bestie!(:
thanks jieying.

alright, shall sign off now. :D
byebye.

lulu, stop calling me pisai, or pipi. i feel gross&insulted.RAHH!

2006-12-08T05:01:00.000-08:00

hey. had many many things these few days. :D
had cg. whoa. so fun. :D haha. wrote encouragement messages
to one another and is so encouraging. :D
had tiffany party!! haha. was fun. barbecued, and the food was nice.
haha. tiffany, happy birthday![: you're a nice friend!
haha. yupyup. anyway, i went for clc2 on thurs and today. i've learnt alot.
and im sure i benefited alot.and im so whoa with this thingy that shuzhen said in clc2.
she said to disciple your sheep, and your sheep disciples another and the cycle
goes on and on. and, imagine you're in heaven, where you and your sheep,
sheep's, sheep's, sheep's....... hold hands together. and talking about experiences
where each one of them is a pastor or whatever. and she said something like
cause it started with the one person. and the cycle must keep going on.
from generation to generation! im so so so convicted. and
im so so happy. lol. i dont know why either.

haha, anyway, had cheerleading practice as well.
and we all are cool people, i must say. LOL.
and thanks qixin for all the hardwork in cordinating the group.
thanks qixin![:

and this is for you. [:
dear___________ ,
you know you're a really great person and i can see
the potential in you in wanting to know God more. and thanks for
always supporting me when i needed support.
when you are feeling low and down, rest assured that the caregroup
is ALWAYS , 100% here with you. you can always open up to me
anything and everything. and God is ALWAYS, ALWAYS there for you
as well. you can confide in Him in anything, yupyup.
haha. well, im seeing you as a shepherd soon right? :D
i love you, and ill be there for you! loveddddd!

2006-12-04T21:27:00.000-08:00

ok, im blogging, at last. LOL. haha.
anyway, MICHELLE, WELCOME BACK! :D
okay. haha. i've been attending many many church things. :D
theres bible study, and cl retreat and cgs and service.
i feel that i've grown so much!
anyway, im listening to mighty to save&above all.
these two songs are currently in my head.

anyway, short shoutout to winnie![:
keeping you in prayers girl!
cheer up and God will carry you through.

many many things happen.
too many to list them out. and i've just had to pray and ask God for
his comfort and warmth.

recently, had been praying hard for my family, relatives, friends
to come to know of my mighty saviour. and my uncle said he wanna come
for service. im super happy!
and recently, my grandma and grandpa has been talking properly
instead of quarrelling. and i believe is God's work in this family.
blessing!<3
yippies. anyway, happy birthday elise! :D

sometimes, i dont understand why are people so unwilling to serve God
with their heart, mind and soul. God gave us everything. and instead
of giving them onto God, they keep it for themselves. how funny.

alright, i've got nothing more to say. :D

shine your light and let the WHOLE WORLD see.

my God is mighty to save!(:

2006-11-23T22:41:00.000-08:00

is chacha and buzzie ! chacha and my bag.
CHACHA ! buzzie and chacha! cutiesssss. is cha cha and buzzieeee. super cute righttttt.

okay. thats about it.
byebye.

2006-11-23T21:20:00.000-08:00

hey there. hadnt been blogging for ages.
im tired of blogging. :l
oh wellllsssssss.
on tuesday and wednesday, my uncle had some wedding thingy.
and was super tired. woke up at 3am. between the wedding, theres some break.
so i decided to drop by at my 2nd uncle's place to see hus dogs. :D
there was this maltese whos named chacha. and another was this chit tzu whos named buzzieeee.
:D so cute. <3

yesterday had caregroup. <3
haha. and all of them gave me a surprise for my birthday!
:D i was so touched though. haha. thanks central b!
i was super shocked though.
serving in this group was such a big blessing to me!
haha. and yesterday i chaired the cg.
i improved in my loudness of voice! :D
yippies! <3 i had a big breakthrough! haha.

alrights. shall sign off nowwww. <3
byebye.

2006-11-16T01:39:00.001-08:00

hadnt been blogging for weeks.
im just back from gb. haha. taught the primary school kids marching.
is ridiculous yet fun. theres this ang moh girl who is like so pretty.
man. shes super hot. HAHA. welllllll.

many many things happened.
CENTRAL BLOG IS OPENED! <3
yay. after all the hard work. :D
and im so so so looking forward to CHURCH CAMP. THE BREAKTHROUGH CAMP!!!
oh wells. haha. ok. just short post.
alright.
bye! :DD

2006-10-26T05:00:00.000-07:00

today had caregroup at esplanade. the spiritual atmosphere was great.
everything has improved so much more! praise God.

today had meet the parents session and mr heng didnt speak ill of me.
but he called me siao zha bo. AHAH. my results had improved though.
praise my almighty!(:

life are full of ups and downs.
retention is just so difficult.
people are going in and out.
how i wish and prayed.
10 by end of this year. BY FAITH!!!

2006-10-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

exams are over. i hadnt been blogging as well.
anyway, i went on the stage to get something. AHAHA.
a reward for some best improvement student in class.
and i almost fell down on the stage la. HAHA.
man. how embarrassing. haha.

and i finally found my KINDER SURPRISE! <3
i just suddenly found it. and i bought three. [:

anyway,
HAPPY BELATED, SWENN!<3333
HAPPY BELATED, JEREMIAH!

ps. celeste, stop laughing man.

2006-10-09T02:23:00.000-07:00

i need to pen down my thoughts. probably, i need to spent quality time with God.
i pray that i wont stumble and fall. haiz. probably theres something wrong in the cg.
or perhaps is a challenge from God. i had to stop studying and think about it.

and perhaps i shouldnt have talk to the party in this manner.
well probably it was just something which the satan prompted me to do.
argh. i have to repent.

theres central vision night on sat. man, im very excited.
theres also unit caregroup on fri. :D im very excited as well.

well. i hope all the fairfield girls and guys could sacrifice their time to come.
is definitely a unforgetable one. how i wished and prayed.

All i need is a moment of Grace, is in you.
that i have the faith to stand up and be strong.

the power to love and forgive.

2006-10-04T23:29:00.000-07:00

man. i screwed up the whole entire geog exam.
argh. tomorrow is chinese compo. man.
ill probably screwed it up again.

yesterday had caregroup. though attendance was super low.
i was glad that we all had great fun. haha.
well, no girls from my side. only me, sy, my sister and desmond.
well, i was super disappointed. well. haiz. it was probably the
most sad time. oh wells. im not discouraged!! hmm.
and oh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JENNY! HAHA.
thats about it. byebye.

2006-09-27T01:02:00.000-07:00

HELLO! hadnt blog for a long time. haha.
im busy preparing my exams man. haha.
im so so so excited for december camp!

i was thinking for some stuffs few days ago.
im wondering why humans only panicked
when someone start crying.......
just my thoughts. haha. oh wells.

alright. i guess ill go now.
takecare. Godbless.
:D

2006-09-16T20:04:00.000-07:00

hello. ANNIVERSARY WAS GREAT!
haha. darren, jim, xiang xi, guotong, benja joined us!
the chinese translator was damn good.
he talk like some robot! haha.
after anniversary, had burger king.
and went town after that to slack. haha.
desmond left. tiffany left as well.
they had to get home.
sat at coffee bean, talked and laugh.
celeste kept on laughing. she started everything!
HAHA. after satting down and slacking,
me, vienne and elize went home. my uncle fetched them.

had a great day with the church pals! <3
cant wait for next service. okay.
byebye.

2006-09-11T00:29:00.000-07:00

heyya. i got my chocolate phone! yay. :D
my WHITE chocolate phone!
anyway, eric and desmond converted!
fairfield has fourteen people now.
praise God. :D

yesterday i shared my testimony.
so scary. but COURAGE! haha.
anyway, THANKS ZACHARY FOR
ENCOURAGING ME! :D

today was the first day of a new term!
had great fun in school. haha.
okay. bye bye. im going off. :D
anyway, wanna say all the best to all
the sec 4s for their prelims. hand
everything to God!

2006-09-08T06:06:00.000-07:00

my one week hols is gonna be gone. argh.
oh well. still, i wanna thank God for the hols.
haha. i went for metamorphosis on wed with mich.
had a great time. but unfortunately, i fell down.
i tripped over mich's leg. my arm very pain la.
haha. oh well. the games were great as well.
the concert were great.the atmosphere was good.
and then there was a time of praying for the holy
spirit baptism.
well, i dont know whether i have it or not.
but i do really want it.
and i just couldnt help but cried out
to God. i know God will definitely give it to me.
it needs time. ill wait! :D
cant wait for tmr's service.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HUIWEI!:D
AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, JARVIN!:D

2006-09-03T04:17:00.000-07:00

yesterday service was great man! :D
joel and john came.
at 440, jason and christian came.
they were damn late.
but afterall, they came! and praise God!
christian redelicated his life to God.
he went for such a short service and
he got touched by God's love once again!
FAIRFIELD is gonna stand up strong! :D
:D yesterday seed was such a strong one.
the pharse "dont run away from opportunites"
really hit me!
i was so convicted from these few words.
it may seem normal. but it had really hit me
take up more challengers and to really
glorify God with all that i can.
THANKS JINQI FOR THIS WONDERFUL LESSON!
TO MICHELLE, THANKS FOR ALWAYS STANDING WITH ME
WHEN IM DOWN. <3

2006-08-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

swenn, evan, michelle, veron and me! tiffany didnt come on that day! :(
tiffany and me after musical.

tiffany and me after musical.
ying ying, michelle, ms seow, tiffany and me at musical.

thats all. (:

2006-08-24T03:49:00.000-07:00

just came back from cg at holland. haha.
caregroup was fun though! haha. anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ESTHER! LOVE YOU!:D
i got 76.somthing for science PPR. :D woohoo. yay. my first time.
GOD IS A POWERFUL GOD! :D LOVE GOD!(:
anyway i got maths test yesterday. difficult though. oh well.

yesterday i went to town to meet my aunt.
when i see her there, she tell me to go nuh with her as my
sister needs to go for checkup. damn crap.
i barely spent time at town. arghh.
then after that went queensway with my sister and aunt.
saw a puma jacket. pink and black. haha. :D
then we walk the whole shopping center.
and my sister cant choose her bag and shoes la.
then go home. =.- haha.

okay. i gtg for tuition now. byebye. and take care.
loved, cant wait for service.

2006-08-22T02:44:00.000-07:00

i got a few confirmed contacts for this week!
God is putting a great revival in this land!
me and michelle had planned which class we're in charge of for sec twos.
so cool right. haha. i feel so blessed!

last friday
i got musical! well, the musical was alright. but kinda boring actually.
but had great fun there. (: saw miss seow. ill update the pics though. =l

and my results for the tests were great. God had blessed me tremendously!:D

monday
me, pamela and veronica went to tiffany's house to do some cooking. it was so fun!
haha. the kitchen was in a mess. tiffany's dogs was terrifying too! haha.
my cutting skills are bad man. haha. the food didnt turn out so bad actually. haha.

haha. thats about all. :D byebye.

2006-08-15T01:34:00.000-07:00

im suppose to give shepherding to elize today. but i guess she ran away.
called her alot of times, she just dont want to pick up. oh wells.
shephered mich and veron instead. sign.

im so excited for cg tomorrow! :D at mich's house.
haha. i dont know why im so excited for this week's service!

last wed i got some sentosa outing with the centralites! :D haha. veron came!
im so glad. the games were fantastic. thanks to the games com! :D
although is kinda vicious, but there were laughters. haha.

God is so amazing! i got very good marks for my tests nowadays!
haha. i did study though. :D thank God!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HANNAH!
HAPPY BELATED, YK! :/

2006-07-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

michelle wants me to do the survey man!

Decide 20 ppl.don't read the questions till you decided the 20 ppl.there is no ranking in the number.just randomly.and tag 5 people to do this survey.ready or not? start!"

1. tiffany!
2.veronica!
3.michelle!
4.ellery.
5.june chen!
6.renia!
7.russel chew.
8. angela!
9.sinyee!
10.elizebeth!
11.desmond pang.
12.darran.
13.isabella!
14.yanru!
15.eunice!
16.amanda see!
17.ian tan.
18.evangelyn!
19.miki!
20.stella!

5 people to do the survey:
-tiffany.
-miki.
-renia.
-amanda see.
-sinyee.

1. How do you meet 14?
my classmate!

2.What would you do if you never met 1?
i will be sad, definitely! i will cry!

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
oh. they would never.

4. Do you ever like 19?
yeah, as a girlFRIEND.

5. Will 6 and 17 make a great couple?
yeah, maybe. LOl. no lah.

6.Describe 3.
shes a crazy girl whose always laughing when things arent funny at all! lol. shes a retarded girl.

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
yeah! of course. shes a nice girl!

8. Say something about 7.
sometimes irritating but funny.

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
no. he has a brother.

10. What's 3's favourite?
ice-cream? i guess is ME!

11. What would you do if 18 confess his/her love for you?
i would definitely say a yes! haha.

12. What language does 15 speak?
english only. :D

13. Who is 9 going out with?
God. :D

14. How old is 16 now?
fourteen.

15. When is the last time you talk to 13?
in class today!

16. Who is 2's favourite singer or band?
hmm. i dont know.
17. Would you ever date 4?
definitely not.

18. Would you date 7?
definitely not too!

19. Is 15 single?
no. shes attached to me.

20. What's 10 last name?
rankine.

21. Would you be in serious relationship with 11?
definitely not three!

22. What school does 8 goes to?
a poly.

23. Where does 6 lives?
telok blangah.

24. What's your favourite thing about 5?
her braces! haha.

25. Have you ever seen 17 naked?
NO. of course not.

i dont know whats the purpose of this. oh wells. thanks michelle for this quiz! haha.

2006-07-24T00:49:00.000-07:00

hey! i just came back from school. haha. was shepherding michelle. and i was totally scared.
it was the first time im shepherding my sheep!

haha. friday i went for GB. and after that went for floorball. it was fun though! haha.
on the way to floorball, me and tiffany were in the bus. we kept on laughing.
i dont know whats the reason either......

SATURDAY!
saturday was a great day man! dan's word has made an impact in my life! his words really
lighten me up! haha. service was fun too! CLOSETS! haha. the closets were nice.
and michelle and veron came to visit! and michelle converted! haha. im so overwelmed.
i almost cried man! seeing my good friend getting converted! the feeling is damn good! haha.
i can hear the revival of my school! im so convicted of breaking 15-20! haha.
in the night, i went for pclm.i learn alot of things! haha. after that, went ps carl's junior.
and i have to say grace. i was so scared. haha. well, but everything went well. :D after that went home.

SUNDAY!
i went to watch pirates ! haha. with my uncle and jenny! haha. freaking scary.
the octopus look sick actually. but overall the show is nice.

well, haha. im going offline now! byebye.
i just want to thank God for every little thing He did for me!

2006-07-16T01:26:00.000-07:00

hello! friday was a great day at gb meeting! we stayed till 10 plus for farewell party!
must wear retro! haha. so stupid la. well, it was quite sad that the sec4s are leaving though!
the devotion was great. i could see the excitement in the BBs and GBs. whoa.
God actually dropped a note into my heart. He told me to take courage and to jump during praise.
well, i was scared to jump during praise in school. but not in church. i also dont know why.
but i still jumped during devotion in school! it was so great to see everyone jumping for joy, for God!

saturday!
i went for prayer meeting in the morning. and jinqi was siting next to me. shes so funny la.
haha. yesterday i was so desperate for contacts. everyone was desperate for it too!
i prayed for all my contacts. and i know God is gonna send revival into this school! :D
after that went for shepherd class. learn alot of things.
after that was service, it was fun though!
after service was seedmeet. it was my first seedmeet.
and i was excited for it! seedmeet with my new group! :D
after seedmeet we are to share christ with anyone on the street.
i partnered with nicole. haha. shes damn funny la. we met this jc girl.
and she seem reponsive and she said is due to her parent's objection that she couldn't become a christian.
well, she said she wanna join us to play sports. haha. :D

okay. im so bored. well, i guess ill be going off now! :D
bye bye. take care!

2006-07-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

hello! is been a week plus since i last blog! many many happenings in my life!
haha. okay, weiting told me to blog. hmmmm.
first i shall start with my blessing of an excited class outing to sentosa on monday!
it was a fun and exciting one! is better than the previous one. haha.
everyone had fun! sunburns everywhere! well, the bad thing is that i fell off my bike
when i was cycling. i fell down more than one time. argh. the worst was that my last fell
was totally an embarrassing one! i bumped into some carpark opening door thing.
i was braking, but it couldnt break. and then i realized the gear came out. ARGH.
my toe bled, the skin came out. damn gross. haha. but the good thing is that my class
were very united! haha. they are a bunch of helpful people! they helped me up.
and then came this small ''car'' passing by. they cycled all the way to the car and called for help.
i was glad that i was being cared for! HAHA. had a awesome time. :D

the second blessing was the restructuring of my caregroup! hmm.
ill miss angela. dan is gonna be my unit leader. well, i just wanna thank angela for being
with me all this while through my ups and downs.
angela! i will miss you! the whole caregroup loves you!
thanks for being my cg leader! you're a good leader!
im definitely inspired by you words and actions throughout this years!
love, GRACE! :D

haha. okay, the third blessing is that God showed me a wonderful picture of me preaching
to a group of spirit-filled believers! im definitely excited for the kingdom of God!

i just want to end by thanking my marvelous God for all my blessings! :D
bye bye.
LOVED, GRACE!

2006-06-28T02:08:00.000-07:00

angela's back! haha. i just came back from my caregroup. haha.
ate kaya toast! caregroup was fun. :D anywayy, vienne said shes leaving.
and that shes going back to philipians to study! oh man. is like dam sad la.
oh wells, ill miss her. haha.

anyway, my class went on tv la. haha. yesterday was the showing.
so embarrasing. my face was like shown! argh. dam embarrasing.
but good experience. haha. yesterday christine called me!
so sweet. haha. shes so caring. love her man! haha.
oh wells.and mr heng split my maths class into two la.
mr neo teach another half. my class only 18 people now. haha.
okay. im going off now. :D byebye.

welcome back, angela!
welcome back, jinqi!
welcome back, choonmin!

2006-06-17T20:57:00.000-07:00

i miss angela so much. haha. is been days since i met her.
hope shes doing well in bangkok. haha.
angela, take care! :D
choonmin, take care too! :D
jinqi, take care three! :D
haha. anyways, im gonna talk about my cg at holland.
there were only me, sy, my sister and vienne. haha. but it was fun.
we went bleko to eat fries and drink some stuffs. haha.
we played cards too. i was the one who did forfeit, but i dinn do. :l
oh wells. after that went bk and go check out stef, claire and people.
and waited for choonmin at bk, she went to see the doc. we went with her.
we were going upstairs and my sister was like teasing her say is for pets.
cause there were some dogs pictures around the wall. at the counter,
she went to ask whether is this for humans la. everyone laughed. haha.
so stupid can.
after seeing doc, went to eat. thenn met mila, hosanna, hannah.
played cards with them at bk. and went home. haha.

yesterday was service, when we were praying, i could felt my tongue moving.
:l i was scared. and i just couldnt speak out. oh wells.
okay, i gtg now. :D bye bye.